Just think if you actually did tear it down. What ever it was that made this such a bad weekend as far as tanks go will pass. You will soon forget the heartache/pain ****ed off feeling of this one weekend. Everytime you pass the spot of where these tanks sit you will know something is missing. You may go some time thinking about it but you know the call will come again and you will just have to spend more money just to get into keeping smaller tanks and build up to what you have now. Kicking yourself all the while as to why you ever sold off what you had in the first place cuz you won't remember what made you so mad and frusterated. Besides, if it was all so easy you probably wouldn't sit in front of those tanks of yours in wonder and amazement when the good stuff happens and enjoy it all right. Good things come to those who wait it out and just around the corner something big will happen. Hold in and hold strong. It is all worth it. Just remember what drew you in and not what is setting you back.
Angie