My hubby has his 3rd (and hopefully last) interview on Sat. morning for the walmart distribution center. It's a big pay cut but it's a job.

I have been wanting to order corals for a long time but the bills just kept getting bigger. Alyssa was in and out of the hospital with her crohns disease, Heather's epilepsy was getting bad, I was in the hospital, then he lost his job...so it never seemed like i could. I was on seacrop this morning and I was making a "WISH LIST" and putting things in my shopping cart just to see how much they would all cost. I called Dan over to show him the pic of the spiny cup and he told me to order all that was in my shopping cart. He said he was tired of me being bummed out and whining about how my tank is always last. It took me about a half an hour before I hit the magic button that debited the money from my checking account. Once I did it I was so happy. I was afraid that if i did it I would regret it.........but I don't. And I wont. I deserve it for all of the things that I have had to deal with lately.

The second thing I thought of was........look at what i can frag for next years trades, crazy hugh, lol.

Thanks again Susan for letting me "unload" on the telephone the other day. It was a bad day and I was really ready to just give it all up. Pretty sad to give up the one thing that makes me so happy when everything else is falling apart. You were right. I wouldn't get enough selling it to fix anything long term. And I would be out of the hobby and regret it.


Angie